Philosopher King

Self

2011-05-03T12:22:00.000-07:00

I've lost my identity, even for just a moment
we all do at times, but that's not the issue
I feel guilt, but that's not the issue either
Having nothing to do is the cause of the problem
nothing that leads to my self fulfillment
focusing on the little things of life only works for a season
I just wish it was that easy,
to be wanted, needed instead of handed around
dead weight, dead beat
when will I toil for the sake of humanity?

Resolve

2011-04-15T05:00:00.000-07:00

Why upset the balance of things when the balance is already set?
I am manic and with mania comes panic, but I am easy going.
So why upset the balance when things balance themselves?
People will believe what they want to believe.
So I am worthless, it is so.
I am full of worth, it is so.

When the balance is upset around me it only reflects an upset in balance within me.
How long can I uphold this feeling of godliness with this feeling that a rock has?
As long as I am neither, these feelings can last forever.

The Return of Philosopher King

2011-04-13T22:20:00.000-07:00

I come to share my perceptions once again.
It is better to see life through the eyes of a pleasant sinner than to write through the eyes of a child.

For what is life lived to the fullest?
life not lived at all.
It is better to throw yourselves to the wolves than to be a wolf,
and better to herd sheep than to fend off wolves, and to be a sheep is incomparable to losing a sheep to the wolves when you can be one.

But why keep your sanity when you can be insane?
Why be insane and lose your sanity?

It's better to accept the evil within you and have a heart of gold.
Better to lose yourself than to only find yourself and only better to find yourself when all is lost.
So what is life not lived at all?
life to the fullest.

Humble divinity rather than divine humility.
Life is death when life is death.
But what do and don't these mean to you?
Only what you make them mean.

Yellow Journalism

2011-01-06T17:39:00.000-08:00

The truth is, there's been many lies.

Starting off, Amanda and I:

In total, we've used about 4 or so condoms during our relationship, and trust me it's been a full relationship. At first I thought Amanda couldn't get pregnant because of some passed down problems but I'm glad to be proven wrong since Killian has delighted my soul very, very much so and I would never wish anything less than he.
I've been more or less (mostly more) driving the Taurus around since Aiden where I truly learned how to drive. The funny thing is I got my first speeding ticket with my permit at 77mph in a 55mph zone. I'm not proud of it, but hey, it was a passing lane.
I've slept in Amanda's car quite a few times; that wasn't a car light Kristine saw but me on the laptop usin the house's wi-fi. I enjoy nights like that one and I might have to enjoy them again but I think I enjoy sharing the bed with Amanda, even if its just for sleep, much much more.
And this is where more lies arise because even though Sharon knows I sleep in the car, Steve and Krystine might not.
It may not be my business but Amanda's classes are also in check. First she dropped a class in the beginning of the year. Now I don't have a problem with this or with most of the stuff that's attempted to be covered up but Steve might, so Sharon and Amanda hid it from Krystine and he. The funny thing is that Amanda dropped another class at the end of the year and didn't tell her mother (who is Sharon).
Recently there's been a lot of chaos surrounding where my son will be when he comes from the NICU. The Ferreira household had it in their minds that even Amanda would spend the rest of her time at the house every night but after a chaotic night of postpartum emotions she ended up at the apartment where our relationship began but only after getting her medication for after the surgery from the Ferreira house. This would also not have been much of a problem if Amanda hadn't told her mom that I was alone getting the medication and if Sharon hadn't said to Steven that Amanda and I stopped by in the morning to pick it up rather than coming in the night before and leaving.

God know what else is hidden between them. Call me wrong for exposing these things but they all pertain to me in some way and if lies are wrong then I want what's right.

of course

2010-11-12T01:12:00.000-08:00

nothing I say isn't able to change
the world is as it is and thus my circumstance,
but at the change of circumstance which is based largely on perception
my behavior, which may be part of YOUR circumstance, may,
according to other changes of the mind change as well

Better

2010-11-09T16:19:00.000-08:00

For as long as I remember, I've been trying to better myself.

When I was younger it was due to religious values.

After, and not too long before that whole stage of my life was completed, it seemed to be for apparent loves and obsessions that I sought to improve myself.

Now it seems as if there needs to be a new motivation where there hasn't been for a short time now. Have I lost hope? I don't feel as if there are any strong urges anymore. My passion has diminished to simple anger and other petty emotions.

I used to be manic about my ideas of the Society of Love and "taking over the world". Now I have to be caffeinated just to revive feelings that I haven't felt in some time. Then, when thinking about such solutions to the adversaries of all my hopes and dreams in the Gold Promise and such I feel defeated because I don't know what I should be doing and I don't know if it's my fault, or my time simply hasn't come yet.

It seems as if I vow to do something, to make myself better in any way, I'll be doing less than I am.

Now this may just be a justification to be more of a bum than I am and feel more important about it.

Or maybe that's what this world needs, To simply stop what it's doing and reconsider what life means.

I love my son, that's automatic, and the name lover simply says it, my love for the bearer of my child is fully present and unrelenting regardless of my negative responses to neutral actions.

I say this again because it's true. I want this to be fully understood because although I mean this indefinitely, society may say the opposite as being true since it might seem irresponsible that I don't follow the mold of being the sole provider for my child financially even though I am still with my love and we'll still be a family come February.

There are reasons for the lack of desire to obtain a 'job' and they should mean something due to the fact that I am the one who dictates my life and it's meanings and not anyone else in this world of human kind.

Reason 1: My main passion recently has been a somewhat "mental fallacy". As I said earlier it has been degraded to "anger and other petty emotions".It seems to me that I should be raising Killian and fully providing for my family and though it is my fault that this is not true, I still somewhat loathe other attempts to claim Amanda's and Killian's future dependence. The attempts, I believe, are less now but simply because I have failed to show proof that I will be my family's sole dependee. And so at the present time, when those who hold Amanda's dependence attempt to persuade me to become employed at the new grocery store or at some clothes department it only goes to show that I have given up at least for now to give a job because "I got a son now". If the time ever comes that Killian is no longer dependent of the Ferreira family, I would gladly step up and get a blue collar job or provide in any way to make up the expense for him.

Reason 2: The emphasis on "blue collar job" might or might not be apparent in the last reason. Secondly, I would like to state that I believe my life and time is more valuable than a blue collar job. My dignity doesn't settle with fast food and the blue collar pleasure of this society that I have many times called corrupt. To satisfy a mindless job would be to me, giving in to the pleasures of the system, pleasures that I would not like to support. The main point is, I feel as if there are more important things to life than working at dead end towards some monetary luxury.

Reason 3: So in a sense, I'm a conscientious objector. There's many little philosophical inquiries that I somehow use to justify my lack of desire to work and it may just be the sloth in me, but I find some validity to them.

So now all that's left is the thought of bettering myself as the bum I am. What message can I get across protesting the status quo of money money money? How can I be a living example as to what I value? And even a better question would be is the question of, What do I want for the world.

2010-10-18T21:51:00.000-07:00

Everyone values something most in life.
I like to value my relationship with Amanda Jane Nelson.
I would like to value my relationship with Killian Rafe Pacheco.
I like to value my relationships with my friends, but a lot of the time they have other occupations.
It's just the way of life;
I would like to value my relationships with my family more, but my occupation with Amanda Jane is a little over powering, but I guess that's the way my life is. I enjoy the time I spend with her more than anything else.
Of course, I have other occupations, but I like to know that I can turn to Amanda most of the time and most of the time she could solve the deep problems that upset my soul.
Though, no relationship is perfect and I can't be ultimately satisfied with anyone or anything in itself purely, it's just the fact that I am indeed in love that makes her my utmost value.
Secondly, I value the Society of Love, something that has indeed been pushed to second place only to assure it's own values by allowing my love affections to exist. For where would we be without love? And my relationship with Amanda is a good example of what it means to be of the Society of Love.
I refuse to mesh into many workings of this society solely for that reason.
I've seen what this society does to people and their relationships.
And I've seen what relationships do to people.
It's only when conceit and narcissism and egotism take over that relationships fail.
And I guess that's why society fails as well.
Shame shame to these aspects of human nature that occupy others to resentment and hate.
But maybe it's simply an addictive nature in me that creates my love for Amanda, but who says that's so bad after all? I'm sure there's much worse things to be addicted to.

Life

2010-08-28T20:24:00.001-07:00

I'm such a woman.
But it's too bad I'm a man.

Aspirations

2010-07-27T12:49:00.000-07:00

The future, what an odd concept. I stands for what is to come.
So what is to come for us all and how much control do we have over it?
In an attempt to control what comes I have desired many things.
So now, almost continuing those desires I've had in the past, I will recommit to some goals I made for myself when I was still even Christian.
I want to be in control of my emotions. I don't know how in control of them I am now, but I know I can be much more potent in that area. I've heard of this concept called ego death.
In thus doing the above, I also want to control my urges better, and set more real priorities.
I'll tell you how things go, whoever you are, however it happens.

the Cost of Living

2010-05-25T13:18:00.000-07:00

Some call it a paradox that the luxury of a diamond, which is unnecessary to our survival
costs much, much more than water, which sustains our very life,
but I say the opposite. It is not a paradox that a diamond is worth more than water.
Money itself is not necessary to our being, our survival.
Money is a superfluity, an excess, a product of our boredom and creativity.
And money is not life, it is used to buy a rock that we call luxury
it is used to numb our brains with pleasures of all kinds,
it is used to distract us from the horrible realities around us
and to fill ourselves with needless other problems
and it should not be meant to maintain our very lives,
or the lives of others, lest it be sin.

Who have I become?

2010-04-26T15:40:00.000-07:00

I was wondering this last weekend.
I've changed a lot in the last four or so years of my existence.
And yet, as if nothing's happened at all, I'm still the same.
So now, the blue sky is rolling away once again, and I'm still wondering what'll happen
what I'll do and how it'll turn out
but I sit in a pool of my own contentedness

Some Life II

2010-03-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

Oh man! It's been so long!
So much has been going on, with me and I'm completely sure with all of you as well.
This girl has been taking a lot of my time up

But it's okay, because I love her.

So many new experiences have come my way, and if I were to blog everything that I wanted to share, I would have no room in my life to experience anything else.

Life is good.

Life is bad.

Life is everything, and nothing at all.

But I enjoy it. The present we should all enjoy.

So what if we all die?

So what is you believe there's something more after death?

It really doesn't matter, you should enjoy what you have now.

Anyways, I have this new outlook on life...that just means I'm a little less sane...and I guess the best way to express it would be through a story. So if I have enough time tonight, which I probably will, I'll get to writing.

I'm sorry for not keeping up on blogging, but oh well, haha...you guys have your own lives to attend to anyways.

As for your comments that I am way past due in replying to, well I'll adress them now. Skip ahead to your name, or you could be nosy and read my other replies as well. This is the first time I've done this, so I'm sorry if there's something wrong with it, haha...

as for a more immediate connection to me

my facebook

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my myspace

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my email

benjrafepach@yahoo.com

Comment Reply:

~~sahkii~~

It's fine if you don't know how to write effecient comments, as long as you leave one, haha... and thanks for liking my concepts

~~alkyoni~~

Yeah, I agree with a lot of their values as well...oh yeah? you were in the choir too? haha

~~moondolphin~~

Thank you for appreciating what I have to say... I wish I had more time to get to know your blog a little better, maybe I will sometime in the future; who knows what it has planned for us?

~~amanda jay~~

Thanks, it did take some guts after lying for so long, haha. So what do I believe in instead of the Bible? Well the world is my Bible. What I see, hear, touch, smell, and feel. What I think and imagine. The conclusions that I draw and the observations from which they are concluded; now that is my Bible.

~~love struckk~~

that's right. some things are meant to be grown out of. thanks for agreeing, haha

~~Mahayana Mind~~

I agree with what you have to say about Karma! You must have read what I wrote wrong. See, it's more about the mindset of superstition rather than the superstition itself. It's good to hear from you Terrance, even though I've dissappeared myself.

~~Silver~~~

I understand your reasoning to not revealing your beliefs. My family took it quite well I believe. And yes, perspective is very important in all my days

Karma

2010-02-24T21:01:00.000-08:00

Life is all about perspective
The glass is half empty, half full
Optimism, pessimism

when life gives you lemons, make lemonade
the grass is always greener on the other side

even karma
what goes around, comes around
well it's all a play on perspective

if I do good, good will come to me
that belief, that faith
if it's kept, then hope will form
and when that hope is kept, even when bad does come your way, as long as you don't abandon your belief, you'll do good and that good will cause a hope...a hope that is good
but, when that hope is broken, and you do bad,
well when bad does come, then you'll be able to blame it on your mistake
and that mistake was made from a lack of hope

the truth: religion

2010-02-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

I've hinted on here numerous times, things that were somewhat against what the Bible says, but I've never came out and have boldly said it. Well, for all those that haven't already heard, here's another chance for you to hear it.

Last Friday I told my mother and the same day she told my father.

I didn't go to church Sunday and didn't go to choir Thursday. Not too long ago I sent an email to the church choir director telling her of my resignation and I won't be at youth tonight.

Now I don't have much against religion, but I'm tired of keeping up this facade, this lie. It's been 1 and a half years now, since August 2008 that I stopped believing. I just never had the guts to reveal the truth.

There are reasons why I'm telling the truth now, and there are reasons why I stopped believing more than a year ago. I'll get into these, later.

1-10-10

Well it's January

2010-01-30T11:33:00.000-08:00

And do you remember pandiculation?
I'll tell you what...I did some of that this morning, haha..
Heck, I find myself doing that throughout all the parts of the day.

Anyways, life is changing once again and this time I don't think it will deccelerate like before, I think we're all in it for the race now. Who knows when I'll get a break next, and maybe I will soon, but I've been running pretty hard lately. Well whatever happens, life is good. We all just gotta remember that.

January was good and now it must leave.

You love

2010-01-21T10:32:00.000-08:00

your life....or I would hope so
because I sure love mine.
and I wish I could spill out all my secrets for you
and I wish you could see my life like I do
but too bad it's not that way
because you have yours and I have mine
and if you love yours in any way,
mine is guaranteed to offend you in some fashion
but that won't ever stop my love, and hopefully yours
for the greatness of life itself

I Love

2010-01-09T00:24:00.000-08:00

My hair, maybe it's not the best thing in the world.
Maybe it can get pretty crazy.
But in the end, when someone asks me when I'm gonna cut it,
I just think to myself how much I wouldn't want to.
I never did like cutting it, so boring...
Sure, I can't eat if it's down;
Sure, it requires a little maintenance.
Sure, girls are the ones that are supposed to have it long,
but, it's worth it 100%
So exhilarating.

Taking Down the Christmas Tree

2010-01-02T21:06:00.000-08:00

Three things that the world needs.

Oneness

Dualsim

Diversity

Victory

2009-12-18T20:48:00.000-08:00

To conquer your adversaries, you must first conquer yourself...
The state of the world depends on all it's users
The abuse of life is the most deadly thing.
So to solve the problems of earth, first there must be a revolution.
The mind is a strong place, that's where all things first arise.
So when a thought it produced, only expect it to be strong.

For the time will come when a strong thought is needed...
when a strong thought is needed, to proclaim victory over the laws..
to proclaim victory over the laws, of entropy, and death, and the end.
This strong thought its hope, and peace, and love...

FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY

2009-12-15T05:12:00.000-08:00

Nothing Better

2009-12-13T03:36:00.000-08:00

"I'm not sure why I have suddenly decided to bring this up; but I think it's just the feeling of unsureness. After that day, when I confessed, I was thinking about nothing else except for the message you sent me right after. Indeed, it brought me flying up so high; even to Neptune perhaps. But then I started to think; where do we go from here? Am I really clear about what I feel? Are you really clear about what you feel? Were your feelings affected by my words to you? Were they, Benji?

But then I thought; if I am to feel something; does it really matter what the other person thinks. I may not even feel like this again; so now I'm feeling it but why am I cautious. Why can't I just go ahead and say that really, I am in love with you.

Then I have decided to come into a conclusion that; eventhough you're so far away; eventhough we can't talk to each other everyday and eventhough the computer hangs during crucial moments; I have decided to give you my heart."

Love IV

2009-12-06T14:36:00.000-08:00

I once said these things..and how can I ever forget them!?!?
but it does happen...though we must never stop trying!
and let us do this, for the sake of humanity

"Life is about beating time and space and fate for the chance of love."
"The willing spirit of love is the best thing in the world."

Everything in this world, it follows the laws of physics...
But we don't have to succumb to entropy!
We can life free! And our happiness doesn't need to come from temporary things.
Instead of accumulating this great illusion of wealth, you can be truly wealthy.
and your soul will be satisfied if you could just love...

And people! I'm not talking just about man and women.
Its child and parent! Brother and sister! Neighbors, co-workers.
Everyone!
If someone needs help, help them!
If someone needs attention, give it!
Some people you can't just change by ignoring them,
all your doing is hurting us.
So come together already...
And forget about your past sins, both those you've committed and those that have been committed against you...

And in these cold winter months...give some of those around you some love.
Do it for them because they need it,
do it for you, because you do as well.
And do it for me, because love is the most inspiring and fulfilling thing in this cold world.
Guaranteed, or your money back.

Love III

2009-11-28T14:22:00.000-08:00

Last night, I was forced to think.

Forced to think about the situations surrounding my life.

Forced to think about myself and what I produce in life.

Well what did I come up with?

I came up with something we all know.

Energy cannot be created, neither can it be destroyed.

Not by human hands.

Love, in order to give, it is necessary to have.

These people in this world, you and I.

Well, mostly you, this world has shaped you,

and tossed you around, and gave you false beliefs,

and robbed you of your loving capabilities.

But love to me, it comes natural.

And forgiveness spews out of me like light from the sun.

And kindness keeps me alive.

And my self confidence, well its my conceited self.

But I don't look down on you my friend.

Is it your fault that you cannot love like myself?

So who am I exalting myself over others.

"What a prideful bastard he is, saying these things"

Well, you may be right, but my pride won't allow me,

allow me to be anything less than loving.

And that is the beauty of a lover.

Life is a Gamble

2009-11-21T22:18:00.000-08:00

The more disappointment we experience,
the more chance of an overtaking hope.
The more we hate,
oh how greater the love when it comes.
But oh fear,
death is in the air,
what if your courage comes too late?

Well then you've lost in this game of life.
And you're character will be removed and forgotten.

Don't let this sad fate occur to us.
The world needs brave souls, in love and hope and peace.
And let it reject opposing greatnesses.

Lets join, to show the rest
It can happen, it will happen.
Trust me.

An old check

2009-11-11T14:25:00.000-08:00

Thank you government, for helping me help others.

Society of Love II

2009-11-03T19:15:00.000-08:00

This is what happens when I think.

If you can read it, have a good time trying to comprehend it.

notice my hand and arm at the bottom, it reads

"Lover"

We should all be lovers,

for the sake of humanity.

Love II

2009-10-31T12:24:00.000-07:00

A Casual Conversation
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"I felt as you do about love. I realize the power of love is the strongest emotion. Stronger than that of hate, and nothingness. However, lose is a desire Rafe. A yearning to be feel accepted between people and accept one another for who the other is. The loss of this person causes you pain. It can cause horrid and cruel pain my dear friend. Love breeds revenge in some. That revenge will breed hate. Hate will breed suffering. Love will have its place in the helping of certain aspects yet please don't deny it can cause pain."

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"Love? You don't agree with me regarding love! Love is not acceptance, or revenge. It doesn't cause revenge. Fear and pride may come in situations where love is also, but they don't work together and they aren't the same thing and they don't cause each other. Love is more than emotion, its a way of life, its a mindset, a valuing of human life that is above all the other human systems of communication and thought. And love should be for everyone, it shouldn't just be focused on one person, because, like in your case, that love may be covered in human mistakes. It is true that bad cannot simply cease to exist but this world is crap! It can become much, much better and the way that it will do so is through love."
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Hate

2009-10-27T18:20:00.000-07:00

Why is it that you hate so?
Why do your judgments and your failed expectations dictate your actions?

Control your emotions and see what is more important.
Those around you are more important than what you think is right.
What would your life be without your brothers and sisters?

So don't hate with divisions and fears and superficialities.
But remember that everyone around you is just like you.
and remember that their different, but remember only with a certain love.
They make this world that much more interesting.

Respect different perspectives and cultures and advantages and disabilities
and your life will be that much more rewarding.

Society of Love

2009-10-11T16:06:00.000-07:00

Call me crazy. but I believe that no person should have to suffer.

And if any person shall suffer, let it be regarding his own choice.

Ignorance turns this world into a miserable place,

but we can resolve to love.

We should come together,

divisions kill and alienate.

No matter what the world says,

The Society of Love will take you in,

and show you the way to live.

No matter the general consensus,

those with the arcane knowledge of a life lived in love,

will be the ones to change the world for the better.

The Society of Love

is one to be reached for

For the Sake of Humanity

philosopher king

the Bad Side of Life

2009-10-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

Usually I tend to stay on the good side of life.
Usually optimistic, nice and healthy,
and even when life should be somewhat bad,
I'm still pretty good.but...
these past few days have shown me how human I am.

It's been a little more than two days since I've been sick.
It wasn't that bad at first and it seems that I'm not too far from recovery now,
but today has been the worst.
I don't want to eat...but I love eating!
I woke up today with a bad taste in my mouth.
I tried brushing my teeth and it didn't work.
Its like I can only taste bitterness.
Hopefully this symptom presides soon, its been the worst one.

In the end, today I was on the bad side of life.
Maybe its my optimism that keeps my idealism.
I seemed to lose it today though, just as my health.

Love

2009-09-26T17:26:00.000-07:00

Love is the epiphany of human nature.
It connects and completes every man, woman and child.
Love itself should be embraced and not rejected.

If you want a savior, look into your heart and realize your true desires.

Love is pain's rival.

Give up your heart's prides and conceitions.

Let go of all that which rejects the people around you.

Never be content with the amount of love you give,

and you will realize the amount of love you get has increased.

Be conductable to love, or you'll turn to stone.

Peace

2009-09-15T16:42:00.000-07:00

World peace is possible.
Why do you say it is not?

Surely, the reason that world peace is non-existent,
is indeed because of the fact that you say it is not possible.

Then after you voice this well-believed lie,
you're actions follow as you lie in a pool of your own acquiescence.

We are the problem of this world, but we are also the solution.
Stop believing you're powerless and join the revolution of peace.

Alive

2009-09-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

So I'm alive.
But I drown myself in an ocean of ideals.

I know reality well.
But my dreams I know even better.

I'm stuck in the way things are.
But maybe my freedom is the first step to the world's.

Blogger

2009-08-29T22:57:00.000-07:00

There are periods in one blogger's life where they don't want to blog.
I may be going through a similar period.
I think I've said a whole lot already.
So, as this is my 77th post I will tell you to read some of my past posts.

I'm not even gonna suggest one.
Just find an interesting one and win it over.
Or don't, it doesn't matter to me.
Good day to you.

Selfish

2009-08-23T15:36:00.000-07:00

"To me it seems that to give happiness is a far nobler goal that to attain it: and that what we exist for is much more a matter of relations to others than a matter of individual progress: much more a matter of helping others to heaven than of getting there ourselves."-Lewis Carroll

Imagine
Everyone in the world living selflessly.
We wouldn't have to worry about whether people had enough to eat,
or whether they had a good place to sleep.
We wouldn't fight over issues with health care,
and we wouldn't be fighting wars.
You'd be taking care of the others around you,
and the others around you would be taking care of you.
Why do we fear this kind of life?
What is so distasteful about peace?
People are so blind, so ignorant.
They're so stuck in what they already know.
You must discover love!
You must discover what is right!
I'm wrong, you're wrong, we'll all wrong starting now.
Figure it out, the truth, what do you see?
Death gives no satisfaction
Because how can you enjoy anything without life?
Satisfaction should be found in the eternal.
Our humanities should not depend on money or possession,
but we should invest in each other.
Humanity should be the controller of its destiny,
rather than the victim of its fate.
Work with me people.
Despite what I've heard,
it takes more than one boy's ambition to change the entire world.

So I was thinking...

2009-08-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

I saw the mistakes of society and thought it was the governments fault.

Well, I believe I was wrong.
The world's condition can't be blamed on a few individuals.
The world's condition is solely dependent on all of humanity.
We all contribute to the world's state

Now that fact stumps me.
If the world's state depends on everyone,
well then how do we go about changing the world?
How does one boy's ambition matter at all?

Do you share my ambition?

If you don't, then mine doesn't matter.

Where did this ambition come from?
Haha, I laugh now at what I had once thought possible.
But I still won't give up.
I'm just stubborn like that.

Summer of Love II: Completed

2009-08-10T02:04:00.000-07:00

ya know, I make music.

and there's pictures from this summer etc

(click the title)

so I'd say this summer has been the best of my summers

today, being the day that I consider to be the last,

well today seemed to be a good day of closure.

I was thinking earlier that I'm ready...

really, ready for anything.
If life gives you lemons, make lemonade, right?

all that exists is the present.

don't regret, don't worry

and work with what you got.

be ready to let go of dissapointment when it comes

be ready to let go pain and discomfort when it comes

and be ready to forget about the wrongs people have comitted against you.

Remember to work for the sake of humanity,

for humanity may work for the sake of you if so

Enjoy yourself even in the worst of times.

If things are bad don't let them get you down,

are you just gonna let your circumstance rule you like that?

who knows what fate and destiny are...

but we all should know to not let fate control us

shouldn't we control our own fate?

anyways, you all enjoy the remainder of you summer.

the future is kind of foggy, but you have a good one!

Control

2009-08-07T04:00:00.000-07:00

As my the days of my summer come to an end,
well, what's a rebel to do but rebel?
haha, I just wanna milk my days dry since I have so few.
And so I'm up, refusing sleep to enjoy these last few days.

School for me starts Monday, we're done with summer vacation.
For me, summer is over.

But aside from such facts, I was thinking last night.:::

The way to peace is truth.
The way to truth is love.
The way to love is peace.
:::
Not knowing the truth seems to be the best.
Constantly seeking it, is that the best way to approach it?
:::
Doubt led me to seek the truth.
Truth led me to peace and love.
Peace and love led me to hope.
Hope led me to reality.
My reality led me to my beliefs,
and my beliefs led me to doubt.

::: They may not make much sense,
or maybe you can connect it to real life,
but I think they're right, at least for me.
And one last excerpt from late night thought:::

In order to change the world:

1: the society of love: to live the right way
2: humanity's peace: to solve the world
3: seekers of hope: to birth change

::: Keep in mind that this is all unadulturated stuff.
It's like that other blog I mentioned at the beginning of this year.
Oh, how long ago that was....

Anyways, right now I'm reading:
Self Mastery and Fate with the Cycles of Life

It looks interesting, although I just started it.
I'm not completely sure what it holds, but we'll see, right?

Well, that's it for now...
It's time to read some of your posts.

Oh yeah, and once last thing.
I saw the title and remembered!

In the book it said that we humans are not products of our environment,
but that our environment is humanity's product, our creation.

My belief on the matter of
"who and what control what and who"
is now a little more experienced.

We gotta draw the line and stop being victims.

Good night
Good morning.
Good day

Survival of the Gold Promise II

2009-08-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

The Gold Promise, no matter how eternal,
how invincible in our eyes.
It is as ephemeral as we.

Our goals must be as weak as our humanity.
A simple human can not dream to accomplish the tasks of God.
But even so, something will be brought, fate will be tested,
humanity will have a good stretch.

We won't challenge what is above,
but everything within our limits will be exhibited.
This sui generis spiel will amount to something.
The world will not experience an arcane understanding.
The world will see our abilities.

These hopes are what keep us alive,
these expectations are what motivate.
Heaven is to be reached for,
but heaven is rest from this weary world.

Are you weary?

And
FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY
are you ready?

Survival of the Gold Promise

2009-07-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

Since the creation of the Gold Promise,

there have been many waves.

Waves that have attempted to wash away,

erase the promise that we've written in the sand.

But the Gold Promise isn't made of sand.

It's as indestructible as we are.

it will be followed till death.

[or rather it will follow till death]

Hopefully it'll succeed either to leave a legacy,

or fail to fade away,

and become a legacy itself.

Humanity knows how vulnerable they are.

How big the mountains,

how deep the oceans,

how far the sun

and how close the opportunity of death.

But don't give up,

I alone, can't do this thing.

Even though we're so small,

the universe so big,

we were made for it.

[or rather it was made for us]

Fate can look grim,

but it can't be that bad

for its only the product of imagination.

Fate doesn't exist

...all that exists is what exists now.

So don't give up,

we still got a ways to go...

And that ways to go,

it can only be accomplished in the now.

Don't give up,

For the Sake of Humanity

and for the achievement of the Gold Promise.

Remember the present

and these rewards of life,

and this universe,

and these dreams...

~{R}~

Thought Viruses

2009-07-25T18:03:00.000-07:00

I picked this book up from the library a while ago.

I'll have some past due charges to pay when I return it.

It was good though, I think it'll help me in my journey.

My subconcious has the knowledge now,

hopefully it'll be used to the fullest extent.

The bottom line lies in your thinking.

How coherent are your thoughts?

you know its a shame to be your own demise

Berserk

2009-07-23T15:12:00.000-07:00

This is what I've been preoccupied with.

But I finally caught up with the rest of the world regarding this manga.

Can you believe they're gonna make me wait until next September for the next chapter?

Anyways, its been one heck of a reading.

One thing that I like especially about manga and anime is that sometimes you'll stumble upon some deep epiphany or realization. I also watched the Watchmen yesterday.

Things as so get you thinking.

You gotta love it...thinking.

So as for Berserk, I don't recommend it for young children, or for the weak in stomach, or for those that haven't already been exposed to humanity's greatest horrors and lusts.

Or rather I do recommend it...but only for those that are ready.

It can get pretty rough.

As for blogging, and the Philosopher King...

well, I'll be getting back to my duties now.

I've forgotten that they can have much delight in store.

old ambitions, new limitations

2009-07-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

there's a lot of things I could have named this post,
but I think that this one fits well.

I've been pretty busy lately,
and when I'm not, I've been hooked on Berserk the manga.

In the car I've been reading Thought Viruses,
finished today but only because I've been in the car so much.

I wish I had some real time.
So sorry, my fellow bloggers.
Perhaps tomorrow I'll come back to my senses and return to blogging,

THE RIGHT WAY

Some Life

2009-07-11T15:41:00.000-07:00

From July 6th to July 10th I was at something my church calls Kids Kamp.

Last year I didn't know what to expect, but it was a great escape from a troubled mind.

This year though it was no escape, what it was, was a wonderful experience.

The picture above is simply a small sample of what really went on.

The week was very touching

I was a co-counselor.

Counselor Benji Pacheco:

My children were 3rd and 4th graders.

They were wonderful.

Really got me with all their innocence.

It was great keeping them alive.

I love that kind of responsibility.

Here they go:

And on top of having a great time with the kids,

and old love appeared, nearly unexpectantly.

That experience was both good and bad,

but in the end, things always work out.

So today I say "for the sake of the kids",

and "for the sake of my love and the love of others":

We can't give up.

Things can change.

People do grow up,

and others can.

Life is about the maintenance of life.

There's gotta be a balance.

And you gotta know what your doing.

Good luck, cause we all need some of it sometimes.

I wish I could say more, by I truly can't.

This experience, can it be put in words?

!!!

~{R}~

Smorgan

2009-07-03T01:02:00.000-07:00

Once Upon A Time

I was a bad little boy...

Of course I look innocent...but that's what kept me alive, haha...

Anyways, this post was supposed to be about questions I asked my parents when I was younger, but I couldn't come up with any.

So Shardhana suggested that I simply write about a childhood memory.

That boy, with the short, straight hair, and the extra excess body fat is, sadly admitted, me, and he liked to play with fire.

Well, one day he was looking for things to burn, and knowing that plastic melted very nicely, he decided to light a bag of cans on fire hoping that whoever discovered it would simply find a neat pile of cans. As the story goes on, we find our boy going back into the house thinking he had just done something clever. Not too long after this his mother called him into her room. He sat at the foot of the bed as usual and took what his mom had for him. In this instance, it was an article of mail to be run across the street to the mail box. He left the front porch without fire on his mind but a big red fire truck was all he saw. Everything went casually until the truth was revealed later that evening; his family was in the living room and were talking about the event. Had they already known? To this day I still wonder, but in that living room, a willing confession was admitted.

Don't play with fire my friends,

The truth will set you free,
but what is freedom but another bondage?

but perhaps if you do play with fire...
Do so with the knowledge that it is contagious and the air we breath is flammable.

p.s. my hair curled as I got older...that's genetics for you
p.p.s my intellect also curled, you can thank humanity for that
p.p.p.s and oh yeah...next week I'm going to Kids Kamp to watch little kids be little kids
It's gonna be good.
p.p.p.p.s. when I thought of writing this post I think I had more envisioned...hopefully I didn't forget to much

Exhibition: The Organism Earth

2009-06-30T01:03:00.000-07:00

~~Citizen of the World~~

Everyone of my day.

We are all cells in the organism of Earth.

Why then do we destroy ourselves?

Shouldn't war be fought to prevent disease

rather than to practice malnutrition?

When someone shakes my hand

I give them a firm shake,

look them in the eyes

and give a little smirk.

Maybe it's my deception,

maybe it's my ego,

it was birthed subconsciously,

might I add,

But I'll tell you what.

That shake is unchanging.

Doesn't matter if its the President, or a hobo.

My treatment of people is always the same initially.

The rest just falls into place.

You all are my brothers and sisters.

What's up with all the rivalry?

Where's the kindheartedness that keeps us livin?

What is your duty as a cell sustaining the life of humanity?

Humanity in all its beauty and majesty.

Its important, because that, Is what I stand for.

What do you stand for?

Exhibition: The Revolutionary

2009-06-28T01:03:00.000-07:00

~~Advance~~

Going back to what I was saying in Exhibition: Summer of Love

That event changed my life.

Now when someone asks me what I'm gonna do in life.
It depends who it is but to some I say "I'm not sure"

If they're persistent, I say "I wanna help people"

And to others I say

"I'm gonna take over the world"

On a more intimate floor.

I give a quick speech about how this corrupt world is

and how I'm gonna change things.

Who knows whats gonna happen.

But I'll tell you what

These ambitions, these hopes

they come from a mind which has no where else to turn
I've reached a sense of enlightenment.

Why should we allow our world to be plagued with such viruses?
There is no justification.

My idealism is something farther than some people can imagine.

can you imagine what can be accomplished with this idealism as a goal?

Can you imagine what the world would be like with everyone with such hopes and dreams?

My mind is clear.

Clearer than scientology.

Attempting unbias.

Reconstructing tradition.

I will continue with this liberal touch, its advance.

And hopefully you will be enlightened as well,

in your own special way, of course.

Exhibition: How's Your Love Life?

2009-06-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

~~Emotion~~

Each day, loves and fears.

Each day, theres someone around me.

Each day my actions and thoughts influence the world around me.

My love life has been an interesting one.

It's lead me to a concept I call ~Freelove

The advice I give you is solid,

and that is Freelove.

To love without fear.

and to fear without love.

Once again, all I can say is that I try.

I don't hold grudges.

I don't pre-judge.

I go day by day with a hope,
a hope to make the best out of it

with whatever I'm dealt.

Live as you wish, but keep this in mind.

We work best with love.
Everything works best with love.
Don't limit yourself in fears.
Never forget or neglect good.

Exhibition: Humanity's Entropy

2009-06-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

Live Right

"You people don't know how to live"

I've said this before. And I mean it in a lot of ways.

Sometimes.

So what will be today's example...hmmm

Everywhere around me.

I see it all the time.

Things going wrong.

They abuse each other

This or that crime happens.

They made some mistake

Some corruption has taken place.

Most of us don't know how to live right.

We don't know how to treat each other.

And we don't know how to live ourselves.

But that can be different.

You can live right.

I'm sure I've said enough.

I try each day

to live up to my preaches and spiels.

How much I succeed is debatable.

You just gotta be constantly reminding yourself of the right way.

And you gotta be aware of your actions. It's all in your mind.

You gotta be in control of your life. Are you?

Because I sure am.

Exhibition: Summer of Love

2009-06-22T01:03:00.000-07:00

Open Your Eyes

It's August 2008.

My first Summer of Love.

[ok, so I watched an anime called Eureka Seven and they named an event on the show the Summer of Love. Then at the end there was the Second Summer of Love.

Later on after the summer of 2008 I named an album of pictures (on MySpace) 'Summer of Love' as a rip off the show.

Later on I learned about the hippies in the 60's

But I never meant to name an important event in my life after it.

Nevertheless, I might have been there if I was alive in the 60's.

and nevertheless, this summer is still the Second Summer of Love

(which is the name for an event in the U.K.)]

So back to that important event.

It was pivotal of my life's direction.

Well, I can't say much about it...

But I'll tell you what,

my eyes were opened

and my mind was rolling.

I started something called Project Plum.

My philosophical mind was born.

Now I look around.

And I don't take things at face value.

What do things mean?

Where did they come from?

Why did they do that?

What's best?

How does this connect to that?

And what are the consequences?

My eyes are open,

awake and aware.

Are yours?

Revolution III

2009-06-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

The Revolution is within us

we can't force it, not this one

for this one is of the Mind...

to force such revolution would be an invalidation

but to organize the means of incitations,

that might be part of the solution

whether public or private

your part of the revolution

which side will you fight on?

don't give in to the false ego

forget it, forget it

this is not a fight at all

it's a love

it's a turning of loyalty

love who we are meant to be

love what is good

and follow, believe, in something that'll last

something that'll invest in the beauty of this world

don't give in the vices of human nature

change, just change

I need you, the world needs you

and when it comes,

for the sake of humanity,

you will be part of the Revolution

the Revolution of the Mind

For the Sake of Humanity

You are a citizen of the world.

You advance as a human being.

You live right, and your eyes are open

you're aware and awake

and your ready to change the world.

The leaders of this world today.

Whether conspiring against us or not,

aren't doing a good job.

The government plays a big roll in our live.

We're all fixed to a big machine.

Even I am.

But to which extent are you involved?

to what means do service this beast?

I'll take reformation

I'll take salvation for the neglected

I'll take the right way

~{R}~

[ps.

It is said that the winter equinox of December 2012 marks an age of peace.

It is said that we are entering into the age of Aquarius.

The Mayans, and prophets, the conspiracy theorists, and the scientologists

all see this day as something to look forward to.

Some say its a time of destruction. Fear has gripped many.

But I'll tell you one thing.
If the future comes, I'll be prepared

and regardless of any of what's above and beyond,
I will change the world.

That is my vow to you today

That I will try my best.]

Citizen of the World

2009-06-18T01:03:00.000-07:00

we are humanity

you and I

there's a connection between us

do you feel it?

take your rights back

but don't forget the consequences

be self-reliant

but connect with others

we're all in the same boat

us humans and we shouldn't forget

all of us make up this world.

We are all one people.

Race know's no color

and we are the human race.

The feminine population,

as well as the feminine side of the brain

should not be oppressed.

We should have sympathy and empathy for each other always

Love should be a way to do things.

We shouldn't harm each other

for we harm ourselves in such actions.

We should, we should, we should

and it can happen

Do it for the sake of humanity.

be civil, as a citizen of the world

~{R}~

Advance

2009-06-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

living in fear causes a constant state of protection

and when one is protecting themselves,

they aren't growing and if you're not growing,

you're dying.

We are an evolving people.

We should be adaptable not just in body, but also in mind.

Having a critical thinking mind

rather than always protecting yourself in conservatism

will lead to a better you.

to a better humanity.

Things gotta change.

open your eyes and live right.

Don't let emotions discontinue your growth as a human being.

Be willing to throw out some of your beliefs

and take up new ones

but always remember you're doing so

for the sake of humanity

and not your own selfish desire

so that you can grow

and you can become wise

and you can discover truth

~{R}~

Emotion

2009-06-14T01:03:00.000-07:00

Love and fear.

The only two emotions.

All others are said to be an alteration.

I heard that humanity would do its best in love.

Fear can be limiting is what I heard.

So these two are pretty important, eh?

Emotions are important.

They determine a lot.

Our actions are influenced by emotion.

And our actions determine our destiny.

Love and fear aren't yin and yang.

Each has their purpose in our lives.

And each of them should be within our controls.

When we don't control them right, problems occur.

But on another, yet similar note.

When people control people,

someone is bound to be neglected.

This is true on large and small scales.

We all control each other in some ways.

We each have our own freewill,

but we are also all connected.

We can feed our ego,

out of fear,

or we can love.

So be aware,

you control others,

no matter how big or small

and you should do so,

with love,

For the Sake of Humanity

~{R}~

Live Right

2009-06-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

don't give into the false ego

Mankind has built seemingly beautiful things, but we've messed up.

the false ego takes over ;

its blindly opinionated

built on false belief systems.

dependent on luxury and pleasure

belief should be something reserved for something seen with open eyes

and what makes you so worthy of luxury and pleasure?

we don't like admitting that we're wrong

we like to justify our actions

so we can feel better about ourselves

the false ego is a parasite that is willing to protect itself

so be aware and rip it from your soul

the leech of false ego

open your eyes and see it

the false ego is filling that hole inside of you with things unworthy

fill it with purpose and resolve

I'll fill mine with, and for, the sake of humanity

Open your eyes, can't you see that the false ego relies on:

blind submission and deception

instead of the truth

fear and over-protection

instead of love and growth

disunity/dischord/dissension

instead of unity

complacency instead of what is right

The true self, being right

It's a humility in living

being able to admit being wrong

putting aside ego to love freely

prioritizing the importance of relationships

growing as a human being

having a critical mind

and doing what's right

instead of buying into complacency

~{R}~

Open Your Eyes

2009-06-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

We should always have a critical thinking mind.

We can't always buy into everything.

It might be fact that people aren't always saying the truth.

If we follow anything that seems appealing,

can't you see?

we'll give our freedoms to things we don't want.

We also should be careful with what we want.

Where are those desires birthed from?

Is this too much for you?

If it is, you have to open your eyes.

This world, no matter how you see it...

well, it has some problems.

And those problems won't solve themselves.

Those problems can catch up with us

And we won't solve ourselves,

if we always solve the problems of the selfish.

Don't serve those seeking power

Don't serve those seeking possession

Don't serve those who do it wrong

not those who live the false ego

but serve those,

serve those who love

those who do good,

serve those for the sake of humanity

and serve the sake of humanity.

Open your eyes

what is gonna make you happy?

is it gonna be things that lead to hell

or is it gonna be things that result in heaven

(life, and true liberty, and love)

You are a human being,

you're no creation constructed by another's will,

for you have your own will

be able to see the intentions of those around you

and especially those of yourself

live your own life

who are you?

you should know

and if you don't///

open your eyes,

what do you want to be?

trust me,

you want to be (a) you

not a consumer

not a robot

and not a casualty

especially not

someone against humanity

~{R}~

[ps. I could say more about the false natures of humanity that destroy our virtues, but, I have faith that you'll see 'em yourself]

What am I smiling about?

2009-06-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

I have no clue...hahaha

Well, its been awhile since I've posted something a little more personal.
I guess its just because I hold my blog to the reverence of its name.

So within this week I've watched Kymatica and Esoteric Agenda both by Ben Stuart.
Great films...I could do a little less with E.A.'s conspiracy theories, but it was good nonetheless.
Today was the last day of school...
Fate's had its way with me again.

Nothing much more to say.
I suppose next I should talk about what I've encountered in these videos.
Perhaps I'll watch them again before I elaborate...
I just don't know.

Church

2009-06-03T23:31:00.000-07:00

Finally, we conclude the Church State and Self series.

You are your self, what rules you is state (you decide), and church is your generosity.

The aspect of church is reaching out in life. It's living freely. You don't just decide how your life is going to be, the aspect of church is how you live it out.

I am not referring to any religion, or any philosophy other than my own.

The aspect of church in my life is the people around me.

They are my life.

My church is maintaining this organism called earth, not by tradition or belief, but by what I know to be true and that which is good;

everything but death

I will fulfill the aspect of self when I fulfill the aspect of church.

I've turned away from the bureaucracies of state, by they are still important.

I hope you all know what to make of this life.
And that hope is part of my church also.

My church is the Philosopher King.

"Good day to be alive sir,

good day to be alive"

Intermission: True Self

2009-05-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

We are divine.

Don't give in to the false ego.

We resonate with the frequencies around us.

Its the self that is the greatest threat to humanity.

You gotta be aware, you gotta be aware.

What we hate in others, is what we hate in ourselves.

Our abuse stems from such hate.
A subconscience release, passing of blame.

Find out your life, yourself.

Humanity as a collective is one organism.

Let us put away false ego

the bureaucracies that destroy,

then maybe something will get done.

Maybe a revolution of the mind will occur.

Maybe trusting in a falliable system was a bad idea.

Maybe being deceived by external influences

and even ourselves was a bad thing, wrong.

Maybe we can become one with our divinity.

Maybe the mistakes of our past can be recalled,

trashed and off the shelves and out of our homes,

of true life

of true liberty

of true love

and of truth itself

will be my constitution

my existence

my humanity

my evolution

my kingdom,

for our sake

State

2009-05-26T16:51:00.000-07:00

[So far] I've concluded that there are three categories to this life.
Church, State, and Self.

State:
One aspect to life is the aspect of state.
This encompasses the requirements of life deemed by others.

Unlike self, there are many different ways to live out the state aspect of life.

It depends on what those around you expect out of you.
The government expects you to go to school, to work,
and to indulge in all other facets of American life.
Your family may expect you to carry on the family line.
Your spouse may expect you to be the ideal partner.

You also determine what the aspect of state means to you.
What do you believe to be required of you in life?
Actually, that's the main point.

The facet of state, regarding life, is what you try to fulfill because you believe its required.
Of course, its important because it shows who you{r self is} really are.
And even more so, the aspect of church does with possible extravagance.

Intermission: Liberty

2009-05-21T21:36:00.000-07:00

We all hold the opportunity of liberty

In our hands is the choice of life and death.

A famous person whose name I forget said,

"Give me liberty, or give me death"

Death is an ugly liberty, but a liberty nontheless

Any of us can free ourselves with the right technique.

Any of us can free each other with the right method.

Liberty is a beautiful thing,

but what will be sacrificed[?],

In our pursuit of happiness?

Self II

2009-05-19T01:06:00.000-07:00

So who then must we be?

Individuality is beautiful.

Love is just the same.

There are many virtues in this life that we should live up to.

But specifically if we must change in order to change this world then

we must be above the system, critical thinkers and the like.

We should not abnegate, but serve our fellow humans by who we are.

We must be able to try to understand and exhibit self control.

Our curiosities should be curiosities of good and

we must be people of purpose and resolve,

for the sake of humanity.

Self

2009-05-14T17:23:00.000-07:00

[So far] I've concluded that there are three categories to this life.
Church, State, and Self.

Self:
One aspect to life is the aspect of self.
This encompasses the necessities of physical life,
as well as the thoughts that the brain processes.

This aspect is important because of its affects on Church and State.
Who you are determines your life [you experience] in this world

If anything in this world is gonna change, it must be done...
[not through the bureaucracies of state or the liberties of church, but]
...through a change in the aspect of self. We must change///

Doubt

2009-05-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

Doubt is not something uncommon to any of us.
But to all of us, a lack of hope can be devastating.

Recently I've thought about us human beings.

I'm probably in over my head...
but my ambitions...do they destroy human nature?

Is it human nature to kill and destroy?
To hoard and starve?
To be ruled and to rule with corruption?

I was sitting in my school cafeteria with a type of detention stamped on my forehead. A group of three school officials were conversing, two men and a woman. Their conversation wasn't too bad...but it soon died down and a too familiar awkward silence penetrated the large, almost empty room. The woman was the first to break such holdup, and after her statement she smiled...not at what she had said, but that she had broken the silence itself.

I don't believe that the Gold Promise would destroy human nature.
I want to liberate the people, my goal is not to create some kind of totalitarianism, but to bring people to life without destruction, starvation, and corruption.

Our humanities will always exist imprinted in the cosmos of the future and foreshadowed in heavens of ancient.

Gold Promise: Official Statement

2009-04-30T17:10:00.000-07:00

I want to liberate the people

Corrupt leaders, the burden of economics, and the other ignorances and immoralites of the people are humanity's greatest vices.

In acquiescence and evil-doing, those who are knowledgeable lie.
These are sins in themselves, bowing down to the gods of this current system

In foolishness and innocence, those who are unknowledgeable wait.
Their faults limit the quality of their life. Purpose and resolve have seeped down to encompass trivialities.

In peace, everything for the sake of humanity as a whole, we should live.

I want to bring people to life

I want to live as well...

Why must we be ruled by killing 'virtues'?

It's time people...its time to prepare for the preparations...

well, at least for me

over you, hopefully not

2009-04-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

so, I'll say this,

look at human existence

without human existence, we have nothing...

so existence brings good and bad, right?

well then is nonexistence better because it doesn't bring bad (or evil)?

I don't believe so; existence as an opportunity to good is the only good aspect to this universe

So ultimately, the opportunity for good is most important

So then, on a smaller scale, what is good?

Well, if human existence is the opportunity of good, then anything that contributes to this opportunity is good as well

And this is where the world fails

People, in bondage by corrupt leaders, poverty, war, crime and other things that hinder human advancement are the things that take a stance against human existence (and the opportunity of good) and thus are deemed "evil" at least by my opinion and by the idea that human existence is good

So, I guess to sum it up...

Good is for the sake of humanity.

Evil is against.

now

2009-04-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

"the angels are corrut with power, the heavens are upside down

where does the justice lie?

these ephemeral circumstances sting so much, as if pain and pleasure were everything,

this is the human curse"

~Freelove

2009-04-13T14:05:00.000-07:00


"And I'm only here 
To bring you free love 
Let's make it clear 
That this is free love 
No hidden catch 
No strings attached 
Just free love" (Depeche Mode) 
I've made many mistakes in the past...
And the reason for this is my lack of love and wisdom.
Wisdom won't always be with me,
but love I can always muster...
Freelove is the best kind.
Consider a text message I've recently sent.
"No... love, but with no strings attached.
No expectations, no fears and no worries...
just friendships and life. 
Conquering another day and another problem in harmony,
with another person without hierchy and emotions that destroy..."
It's a way to life...
A way that we can't all acheive.
A way of life I can't even fully comprehend.
Where should the love begin and where should it end?
Life is a puzzle...get the balance right.
You want a solution?
I give you love and wisdom to reach for.
You want a life?
I'll give you a mess, clean it up and get what you want.
You want some love?
Just come to me and take, take, take.
Ask me to give and I'll horde. 
Is this wrong?
In the end, I love you all my fellow readers.  Each your own person,
each your own thoughts,
life may suck or be great,
just never give up because my love for you
is directly attached to this logical mind
And thats how it shoud be
Think I'm weird, become indifferent,
just realize that our love should know no bounds.
Love is right.
My ways should change.
I should love more.
We should love more.
And I truly am sorry..
From Benji Pacheco to my readers,
for the sake of humanity...
From Rafe to the world,
for the sake of what is good...

chops

2009-04-04T16:09:00.001-07:00

Unfortunately, it isn't that easy.

If I were God it would be, but I'm stuck within this dimension.

The only thing I can do now is to disect and once in a while, if you look closely enough, you'll see that I do hint in the way to which we go back together.

One day the things I say will be different, but that day isn't here yet and we must endure with the buerocracies of the 4th dimension of duration.
For right now, I'm not completely sure what to say...and if I did, this blog would make it choppy anyways

Thanks though, maybe I can focus a little more on putting things together though...

From Benji Pacheco to the commentor of the name "chops".

Anonymous

2009-03-26T15:54:00.000-07:00

A comment from an anonymous commenter.

"blah blah blah. stop pickin apart people and life. we know what we are and we know what we can do. you think your wise? i dont. blah blah blah. get over yourself."

I love it! I'm glad someone's stood up to me...even if they did it anonymously. I'd be pretty upset though if it was one of my parents messing around with.

I do agree with them saying I'm not wise though...because if I truly was, things would be different.

But I wish I could agree with them when they said that we know what we are and what we can do.

If this is true then everyone around me is truly evil or maybe they just like playing dumb.

But still, it really doesn't matter what may be,

things are as they are,

and they aren't as the should be.

Education: The Balance of Life

2009-03-22T16:29:00.000-07:00

My goal on Education: Influence and Personality was to try to get you more open to those around you.

It's a certain open-mindedness I want to impose on people...

And tis the goal of every post on this blog.

Moving on...

Life is about balance.

You shouldn't be too evil, and too good is just odd.

There's a certain balance for each of us,

and that balance determines who we are,

our personality and behavior,

as well as our survival.

Society has a like balance.

So if something is wrong in your life, determine what it is...

and get the balance right...

Thus, with this post, I end the Education series because I can't think of anything else to say at the moment...I'm sure if I had something useful for you guys I'd say it without having to post it under the name Education.

Freewill Doesn't Exist (aftershock)

2009-03-17T18:08:00.000-07:00

You are a product of influence and chance, nothing more, nothing less.

(Debate needed, score a victory)

Education: Influence and Personality

2009-03-13T18:59:00.000-07:00

~We are created by our circumstances.

+We are coded by our genetics and shaped by our surroundings.

-The way we think, the things we do and the choices we make are all results of our genetics and our surroundings...

In simpler terms (or maybe not):

You shouldn't blame people for who they are...it isn't their fault.

We'll you say that they have the choice to do what they do.

But really...who they are determines their choices, right?

If someone is an idiot and messes up their lives,

it's not their fault, but their influences are responsible.

Say you make a sand castle on the beach.

Then you get mad at it for it being too small,

or maybe that it's only too wet or dry.

Well is it the castles fault or is it your fault?

Humanity shouldn't do that to itself...its responsible for creating rejects and outcasts and even criminals. So either humanity shouldn't create these kind of people, deal with them in a better way or they should rely on someone else who can.

Anyways...on a more relative note...

(sorry, it's hard for me to do that)

~Give a break to those around you. Don't judge so harshly. Be open to everyone, it'll make life easier for those around you. Don't let your weaknesses weaken relationships and opportunities.

We should live for each other,

For the Sake of Humanity

But of course...that doesn't give you an excuse to do whatever you want.

This is your influence. You can change. Modify your influences. Change your mindset.

Revolution II

2009-03-05T15:42:00.000-08:00

I have a secret blog...only secret because it isn't refined for the public. It'll probably be hard to understand; it's more of a brain storming blog...
It's name is Salvation: referring to the salvation of humanity through the power of good.
The first post was named Revolution.

Anyways, to have some aid in the subject I asked my lovely readers to help me out...to see what they originally said you can go to the first Revolution post on this blog and view the 4 victories...

Smorgan
"By changing the contents of the world."
I like how that's worded...anyways, she stated that we must change ourselves first. Much like, Mahatma Gandhi in his famous quote "Be the change you want to see in the world."
She also said that revolution can be accomplished by changing people minds.
I can only wonder how effective I've been in that area..

Secretarmy.Secretpolice.
Terrin took it a little farther by stating that we should boycott all the selfish things the government feeds us and he even goes to say that we humans aren't naturally inclined to this kind of governing...
If this is true, then combining the first two comments, could we incite revolution by drawing out the natural inhibitions of mankind?

James
James stood on the fact that passion is a very strong object within us. So revolution might only be possible through passion...I have passion...
But how would I get other people to feel the same way?

Michael Kent
Michael said that if we change our aura then we finally change the world. I liked his optimism. I just wish it were that simple...
But what if it was...what if could do just simply what he said?
Do I over complicate things?

Anyways...I'm starting a new series...It's called Education...
Because ignorance is the root of all evil...

Idealism

2009-03-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

Idealism

It's what I live for.

Good
It's what I live for...

Good is my idealism.
Life is the ultimate good.
My idealism is life.
Because life is all we have.

My idealism drives me.
It keeps me alive in this corrupted world.
The hope of a better tomorrow,
it's the reliever of all my sorrows.

There's nothing in the world that can be any more pleasing,
than pleasure itself,
and that can only come to be,
when my brothers and sisters of humanity are taken care of.

This will never happen though,
until we realize the truth, until we listen to the moral philosophers,
and we reject our corrupted ways.

Which I hope for,
For the
Sake of
Humanity

Revolution

2009-02-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

Hello! Fellow Bloggers!

I don't usually ask you for any input except for praise in comment form.

Then again, I did ask you for something to talk about...

Anyways...
I want to ask for your input of revolution.
How do you change the world?

I think it's pretty simple...so leave a comment, or even post one on your own blog.

Intimacy

2009-02-17T11:42:00.001-08:00

There's a thing I've noticed about humanity.
Some of us depend on each other greatly,

and there's this inner connection,

an inner connection that I call intimacy.

A lot of the time we think of it with a sexual connotation.

I guess it's just how it's used in most.

But I think there's a more broad sense to it,

even to go farther than one would expect with the word.

If intimacy is an inner connection between us humans,

and us humans have negative aspects to human relations;

then intimacy isn't always necessarily good.

We human beings use each other to satisfy our own desires,

and on top of it being bad, it's understandable.

Love, I believe, should be the exact opposite.
Love is laying down your own desires for the good of the subject of love.

Love is not expecting anything and shouldn't be dependent on circumstances.

True love therefore is like joy; it's unconditional.

Affection is therefore like happiness.

War, I believe, is in a sense intimate, but to the opposite extent.

Conflicts may be born because one is lonely, or one desires human interaction.

One may create an imbalance in order to get some love, love of course, in a backwards way.

We think we're so smart and so righteous in our thoughts, but then later we find out that's we're fools.

It's deadly, pride is.

So, just like the Beatles, All we need is love.

All we need is love...
All we need is love, love...

Love is all we need.

And what better way to ignite love than unity?

And what better way to constitute unity than destruction,

the destruction of evil through it's producer, ignorance.

We can change the world through love and understanding, but still, we're all missing hope and motivation. We lazy beings will never do anything but indulge ourselves and waste others if we can't learn what truly satisfies the soul.

We need to get intimate for the sake of humanity...

We need to be able to break past barriers and become one as a race.

We need to learn how to put good above our selfish desires.

But the temporary high is more pleasing...

believing in yourself if more worth believing in the truth...

and we're all just animals anyways...right?

Happy Valentine Day!

2009-02-14T16:05:00.000-08:00

Today I returned all my recent comments and even posted some new ones but didn't once say Happy Valentines Day, so here it goes to all you...

and if you don't have a Valentine, or you do but you're single anyways, have a good Single-On-Saturday (kudos to Nagroms)

Postponed

2009-02-05T23:38:00.000-08:00

The title today is not the word of the day, it is simply the title; and do you know why I chose that title? Because I suck so much that I can't squeeze in some Blogger time into my daily schedule, but you know what? It's Thursday! And the day after that is Friday and following that is Friday! That's means unlike last weekend I will not screw up by procrastinating but I will get my _ to Blogger to cherish the comments that you beautiful people have left me! hahaha...

I feel like there was something else I was going to say but I can't remember it...

Oh well, I think it was something about me being off a whole week in February...maybe not.

Have a good day, night, afternoon; whenever you read this.

I'll be back soon.

Pandiculation

2009-01-21T17:44:00.001-08:00

the title is merely a word that I've recently discovered. I seem to be fond of it, as I am fond of Tracy. Recently I've moved to Manteca, not too far away, but still too far for me. This is my reality. Lately though I've been thinking that dreams are better than reality, and maybe it's one of the reasons I've taken up philosophy as a lifestyle. But I'm still just Benji Pacheco, 11th grade and a lot of things are still out of my hands. Anyways, my philosophies are being kind of neglected and I don't like it. A lot of things are being neglected, even my blog and it saddens me. Moving has been a p.i.t.a. (pit-ah). Sorry my freinds...I don't know the next time I'll talk to you guys but when I do all your comments will be returned...have a good one.

What do you think?

2008-12-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

Greed

It's my nobility

It's my life

It's my Gold Promise

How greedy

Selfishness

What? The economic elites are discontented with my policy?

What? Politcs diminished by the Gold Promise? Not content?

What? I don't care about the interests of the oppressors?

How selfish

Ambition

Oh, did you want to save the world?

Oh, did you like your small acts of charity and comfort?

Oh, did I interfere with your crooked idealism?

How ambitious

Insanity

I spend my time day-dreaming about conquering the world

I spend my time justifying my thoughts and actions

I spend my time cursing the other side of the seesaw

How insane

Philosopher King

Benji Pacheco

How prideful

Update: Not much goin' on; I may be moving again!!! maybe not. Sorry I haven't gotten to read all of your blogs...I hope you don't think I'm crazy...have a good day

Politics

2008-12-23T01:15:00.000-08:00

My political philosophies are based off...you guessed it,

Principles For the Sake of Humanity. (FISH policy?)

But that's all I'll say about that; directly at least.

I believe that sometimes it doesn't matter what kind of government leads, as long as humanity can excel with it. What matters most is what the society under the government is. Humanity needs to excel, we're in an awkward stage right, i'd say.

It's not a revolution in the sense that our government should be changed; just in the way we think, we as society, we as humanity; a true change.

Here in America we have the freedom of what we believe in or follow.
We have the freedom to have a Revolution of the Mind.
But instead we use our freedom, our opportunity to hoard material things..

We have the chance to do something; we are one of the world's largest powers and yet we, we the people, the people that make America what it is choose to be lazy (sloth), inconsiderate of others (greed), vain (pride), over-indulging (gluttony), short-tempered (wrath), never-content (envy), sex driven (lust) people. People that can do something, but don't. Acquiescence is totally acceptable, which is sickening. Acquiescence is almost needed for success in this kind of environment.

Not every American is the same and I do see the good in everyman. I understand why it is so, but I can't just sit back and watch the acquiescence seen, float by.
America has the opportunity, the opportunity even now to become a light in this dark world; not by attempting to spread it's religion of democracy, not by ignoring many parts of the world and surely not by staying cold in this weak attempt to save lives. We can change the world by forgetting the conventional sense of how we run things. We can challenge what we've learned. Instead of the success of ourselves we should be concerned in the success of others but first it takes us, the society to change. It takes our unity for humanity's sake.

And we have the chance needed,
We have the true change needed...
For the Sake of Humanity

Problem and Solution

2008-12-22T21:04:00.002-08:00

So what is the problem then?

Take look at the news and ask me again.

We as humanity are lacking something.

What is it?

Most of us don't know.

Some of us allude to it.

Do I even know?

Humanity is missing soul!

Humanity is missing life!

Do you know why?

Because we're either content with the death that we live with

Or because we enjoy the death we live with

We've lost what good is.

We've lost truth in this deceitful world

In this deceitful world we've made for ourselves.

But if we band together, if we work to change things.

Change can happen.

Anyyywayyys
My New Year wasn't bad...
of course, I still have a little dirt under my carpet..I wish it wasn't there

I made a resolution for this year..

It's to be stronger...
~Strong enough to do things that are against my will
~To be able to force myself to do things I'm too lazy to want to do
I could elaborate further like saying I want to make it to state through Cross Country but I won't, because long posts are less eager to be read.

Amen

What if?

2008-12-22T21:04:00.001-08:00

what if~there is no problem

what if~there is, but can't be fixed here and now?

what if~we humans love death?

what if~we love wrong?

what if~that's just the animal within us?

what if~its an animal to not be messed with?

what if~its an animal that is undeniable?

what if~its an animal that cannot be beaten?

what if~the animal is natural?

what if~humanity doesn't want to change?

what if~humanity should be like this?

what if~conflict and misery feed peace and bliss?

what if~people are meant to die,

die because war

die because disease

die because famine?

What if~you, what if I, what if we're all the same?

What if~this is just a phase?

What if~the Gold Promise is a childish antic in order to relieve stress from my weak mind?

What if~the Tradition of Solution is an over-idealistic, unrealistic perk to give me hope?

What if~the Revolution of the Mind, the revolution of my mind is simply a conformity?

What if~we will never relieve ourselves from the problems seen today?

What if~we can never break out of this horror,

this horror of death

this horror of greed

this horror of wrong?

What if~humanity's balance of life and death is at it's best today, yesterday, and forever?

What if~humanity's balance of life and death is meant to be where it is?

What if~this is true and I'm just an extra weight on humanity's scale of good and evil?

What if~you just shoot me now?

What if~I didn't succomb to such belief, either truth or fiction?

...

What if~I didn't care?

...

What if....

What if I do succeed?

Elaborate

2008-12-21T22:48:00.000-08:00

Gold Promise:

The more I think about it; the more I decide that the Gold Promise shouldn't be exclusive to one allocation. To me the Gold Promise is to live For The Sake of Humanity; it's too live for Good, to live for Life and to diminish Death. But for you it could be more specific; it could be anything following these guidelines*.

1. Nobility

2. Sublimity

3. Genuity

*things like this are always subject to change

Tradition of Solution:

It's been said to me that what I've planned on doing will never work. It has been said to me that I'll grow into what I digress; but I've always been good at traditions; not ones made for me, but the ones I make for myself.

We should always be thinking about the future and how can we change it through the present. We need to pass not just good genetics to our children but furthermore a Tradition of Solution. Solution that in the future and in the present is truly necessary For The Sake of Humanity. We can create a better world not for the future generations but through the future generations. We shouldn't educate because they're our future, we should educate them to be our future. A future of gold. Let time be a liberator rather than a captivator. Let time free us from our addictions, the addictions of humanity. Let Tradition be the Solution and let's give up our faulty pleasures.

Revolution of the Mind: Revolution of the Mind is a free term, but it basically means that we challenge ourselves and our beliefs; that we have an open mind and that we think for once and furthermore. We need to find the fundamentals of life, the elementals to existence. We need to find our Gold Promise, we need to set our own Traditions and we need to open our own jars of Entropy. We should be in control of our lives; maybe thats what this Revolution is...

Entropy of Good: Entropy of Good is a new concept. Imagine this. All bad, all evil, a death is contained within a jar. Entropy of Evil is when the lid of the jar is removed from the jar, letting Evil spread out into the atmosphere surrounding. Now what if, since evil and bad and death are conceptual, what if Good and Life were contained within this same jar. Instead of keeping good contained within the jar, we should release it. It will dissipate, it will reach equillibrium, but as long as we keep gathering the good and the life, then we're all set for existence itself. It's also a point of perspective; don't hold the concept of death; hold good within your jar, within your cup, within yourself.

James

2008-12-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

Your first comment of "Existence" is pretty relevant to what I'll be talking about soon.

To answer your two questions;

My philosophy on being the best you can be:

Well, the diverstiy of humanity would sort of give me a neutrality towards something as this.

Being the best you can be is more directed towards yourself and what you live for.

As for me; I see myself being the best I can be by following the Gold Promise.

What makes you the best at who you are is different though.

I will be talking about the Gold Promise a little bit more and maybe it'll be relevant to this question.

My philosophy on humanity as the supreme race:

This one's a little more foggy...

But I don't believe that anyone's damned until their end comes.

Humanity still has a chance to prosper.

Our intelligence can end up damning us or benefitting us.

Which one will you advocate?

What will we advocate as a whole?

I do believe though that we are above the other living creatures.

We're not on an equal level with bears per se.

If you mean ethnical race then I believe we're all human and I wouldn't classify, once again, as anyone one of us being better than the other.

Anyways, three posts ago I unawaredly broke the FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY chain. Shame on me...I guess it'll be used less now...maybe that's a good thing. Maybe not?

Existence

2008-12-19T05:59:00.000-08:00

All Nighter III (since All Nighter I {the post})

Today is the last day of school for two weeks.

I got my history final today, Mini-Beast I and II.

They're gonna be great.

So these weeks we be full of posts.

Be prepared.

Here, take this as prep:

If life has troubles

Then you are truly living.

But if you can't change your circumstances,

is it better to have not lived at all?

In the end though, whether you enjoyed life or not; whether is was truly yours or someone elses; whether you found life and death in existence, that's all it ever was, simply existence.

All Nighter I

2008-12-12T02:54:00.000-08:00

Ok then! So I'm not doing my hw obviously, hw for the finals.

Yes, for the finals (midterms whatever) and it took me a whole heck of time just to get to posting this post. )Get it? Procrastinating to procrastinate(

About Radicalism of the Gold Promise:
Anyways...the reaction to The Radicalism of the Gold Promise was more of a doubtful one.

Many don't realize that extremism is the only way to solve the problems of this world.

It's take a lot of work and we gotta be savage! We gotta man-handle the issues.

We gotta go headfirst for halos, headfirst for the Sake of Humanity rather than this sick pacifism that we've even so eased into. I'm willing to stop the rotation of this world in order to get things straight, just one of the examples of the Radicalism of the Gold Promise.

About James' Request:

James requested this, "Well... how about the insight of, if events have happend in peoples lives that are horrible, does that justify the thoughts that they have afterwords or are the beliefs that they have wrong in the sense of the ideas are only shaped through there events and nothing else. You get the idea ^_^" and I kinda get the idea. And so I say that I won't say whether it is just for those who've experienced something horrible to say or act accordingly to those experience. But I will say that they might have the choice to act accordingly to their situation or to differ, but I'm not sure. I will also say that one can have a traumatized mind in which a tragic situation is what only may affect them but in general, people have a choice to stick on to the past or to leave and learn from it. I'm sorry James, that I couldn't say much more. I can say this though; we don't really understand our brothers and sisters of humanity, so don't assume they're like you, that they think the same way, or they should all handle situations as you believe they should. But even in saything this, I believe, since we are all human, that we should all adhere to the Sake of Humanity...

About I don't know:

I don't think I really prepared anything for you guys and I can't recall what I was gonna write... You've probably read alot though if you did read that above so I guess I can back off for right now...I'll post something big (in my eyes) later.

Now it's time for YOU to make ME a sandwhich...

For the Sake of Humanity

hahaha

The Radicalism of the Gold Promise

2008-12-06T02:14:00.000-08:00

Gold Promise

If you're not familiar with the Gold Promise...click the link above.

So here we are talking about something somewhat philosphical again...it's unavoidable... what else am I supposed to talk about?

James' request will come soon.

So today I'm gonna talk about the Radicalism of the Gold Promise.

Now radicalism causes bigotry.

Radicalism causes 9/11

Radicalism causes death.

So what makes Radicalism to the Gold Promise so great?

So needed?

It's the Gold Promise itself!

Truly, think about it, if we were Radicalists for the Sake of Humanity..!!!

(I like that! Radicalists for the Sake of Humanity!)

We wouldn't blow up buildings.

We wouldn't take lives for a greater good.

We wouldn't become bigots.

If we had our Revolution of the Mind

If we had our change of outlook on this life.

We would be like Gandhi who used peace as a replacement to war.

We would be like Mr. King and Mr. Lincoln who fought against racism through words and ideas.

)They were all assassinated)

We could change this world.

We could save ourselves.

And more importantly the ones around us.

We would have a movement

And maybe we could finally become great...

If we were Radicalists...

Radicalists ...

For The Sake Of Humanity

So anyways...I've been saying these things...prompting you to live for humanity

but do you really know how?

I don't even truly know how...

This means I'll have to develop some guidelines...

Those will be coming soon...we'll see what comes in the future.

Maybe a separate blog...maybe a joint authored blog. Idk

For The Sake Of Humanity II

2008-11-29T03:16:00.001-08:00

So I have some things to say...breaking this patterned chain of this blog.

1) This blog will no longer follow the same patterned chain.

2) You should, if desired (or not desired[just kidding]), request something for me to give a philosophical insight of. I promise, I won't let you down if you request it.

3) My dedication to the Gold Promise

So I believed at one time that I didn't need an huge education. I felt that I didn't need to become 'successful' in this society. There are many ways I justified this, but anything that needs to be justified is indeed bad in some way. I believed that my philosophies would carry me to where I needed to be, but I was wrong, it's everyone around me that does that.

My mind has changed, as I said before. I can't be a bum, I need to show that I'm sane, that my words are humanity's next steps as, well, humanity...

4) My blogs will continue to be insightful and I will keep the "For The Sake Of Humanity" tradition for it represents my Tradition of Solution but I desire to not be so serious and strict in my writing. I want to make it more real, like Jaerixon and James, less like Flussiger Spiegel (even though his writing is pretty good), and a little more like ChipotleChick whose name I don't know but her humor I do (even though I can never live up to it)

5) I swear...all those people better read this blog...do you know how long it took me to link everyone's name!?!?!? I'm gonna barely make the 12:00 o' clock deadline.

6) And sorry all the rest of you for not linking your name...and sorry to everyone for not responding yet to their comments. I'll do that soon when I get some time. I got to catch up with life

7) You guys are great.

I've married the Gold Promise and now I have to pay the price...

but I guess it's good because it's

For The Sake of Humanity

For The Sake Of Humanity

2008-11-29T02:42:00.000-08:00

Take heed my words!

Engulf my ideas!

Understand the truth!

And if it's not true...

Challenge it! Show ME the truth!

But if it is true...

For your own good

and for the good of those you love.

Spread my words as butter

so that no one will suffer any longer.

Together we're invincible.

Together we can change this world!

Yes We Can!

And it's your fault this world is as it is.

It's my fault this world is as it is.

Do you know why?

Because we aren't determined enough!

I say "Oh, God, kill me now!"

I say "I don't need to live a normal life, I'm too noble"

I say "Why should I live this corruption"

But ITS FOOLISHNESS!

It's foolishness because Martin Luther King, Jesus Christ, Abraham Lincoln, Mahatmha Gandhi and plenty more all lived extremely influential lives and look at where they are now! In our memories and assassinated in their graves.

How can I change the world being a bum?

How can I change the world when I have nothing to offer but words?

Everyone of us 6 Billion+ have thoughts to give.

It's the new fad.

So what makes me so special?

Nothing, nothing yet...

And what do you say?

"It doesn't affect me"

"The world ain't bad, look at everything good"

Or what else do you say?

"That's not for me..."

or maybe

"That guy's crazy"

BUT!

I plead with you.

We can help each other.

We can help others.

We can help ourselves.

By helping out this world...

For The Sake Of Humanity

It takes the majority to change things.

If we could simply lead the world to seeing the truths behind humanity,

we could change the word for the better...

We can create a harmony in the world.

A world where everone's needs are covered,

and everyone's selfish indulgences are limited...

because kids don't know the harm they do to themselves...

We can maintain the health of this world.

We can grow up!

Go ahead...prove to me you aren't a kid...

For The Sake Of Humanity

...please, show me you aren't a self-indulging, careless, wasteful kid...

please, for the sake of humanity...

Humanity

2008-11-27T22:41:00.000-08:00

...Humanity

.is a cycle.

A cycle of life

A cycle of death

A cycle of love

And a cycle of hate

A cycle of wrong

And a cycle of right

A cycle of opposites

And a cycle of likes

Humanity is us

We are stupid

we are smart

we are open

we are rejecting

we are beautiful

we are ugly

we are helping

we are harming

we are humans

human after all

we humans are greedy

we humans are giving

we humans are me and you

we humans group together

we humans are us and them

we humans are separate

we humans are entertaining

we humans are entertained

we humans wear monkey suits

which makes no sense

because we're humans

we humans keep order

but emit entropy

we humans aren't all too bad though

but

we humans aren't all too good though

which we should be

because we're humans

Humanity follows its cylces and wonders what's wrong. We as humanity, we as humans need to break the harmful cycles and invite the good ones. We humans need to unite and straighten things out before everything gets wrinkled furthermore.

Unity is the solution. We have the solution.

But we are the problem.

Which, in the end, will humanity choose?

Or are humans really humans?

If we can't find the solution?

Or if we have, are we too stubborn to ignite it?

What's holding us back?

Our stubborness, why do we choose to work around, rather than to fix it?

We have all the time in the world to fix humanity's mistakes.

When will you realize?

But don't you know?

Work before play, right?

Let's fix humanity before it's mistakes screw us over.

Oh wait...they have?

Well we can be screwed over even more...

From humanity's best intentions

let's fix humanity

with unity

For The Sake Of Humanity

Of...

2008-11-23T16:12:00.000-08:00

Of Humanity...

Of you...

Of us.....

Of everyone.

Must we not all be forsaken by ourselves?

For the Sake of Humanity

Is for your sake.

How do you live your life neglecting your brothers and sisters?

Casting them out like stray dogs?

Leaving them without the chance to find freedom in what they've been made part of...

The endless cycles you feed them, and they, not smart enough to break it..

how do you live?

Where's you conscience?

Where's your heart?

it's those better off, those with the solution that need to help.

Those with the problem and not the solution.

How can they help themselves?

so soak your heart in the warmest of waters,,,

and let down your shielded cold exterior

put away your selfish cycles and your petty projects

Of you, of your will, will you be the problem or the solution?

Of you, of your will, will you be the immolation or the immolator?

One can philosophically be both

I'm an immolation, an immolator...

But in exclusion to us, which are you?

Put aways your pride, your fear, and your selfishness...

For The Sake of Humanity

Sake...

2008-11-23T15:59:00.000-08:00

Humanity's Sake...

Is it not too awfully ignored?

Humanity's so foolish not maintaining the health of its whole self.

How can it be so neglecting? Where are it's parents to correct it?

If it does have parents they not much smarter either...

Where is humanity headed?

When emotion is resoned over logic.

When logic is reasoned of emotion...

What fools have we become, by becoming knowldgeable...?

What fools have we become, by becoming cold hearted...?

What fools have we become, by becoming like kids...?

What fools have we become, by becoming too attached...?

What fools have we become, by dumping the Sake of Humanity.

Refurnish, replenish, bring it back up, restore it, refurbish it...

IT as in Humanity...

For the Sake of You

For the Sake of Itself

For the Sake of Humanity

The..

2008-11-15T12:15:00.000-08:00

The Sake of Humanity...

The good of everything...

isn't an apparent good what we live for?

can something other, so good, ruin its origin?

The fear of the unknown...

it's caution and cleverness.

an extremity finds itself being destrcutive.

The love of the everyone...

it's beauty and perfection.

hasn't it both created and destroyed?

The disciplines of mankind...

further us in our evolutions.

do they not harm some, leave behind others?

The mind of society...

does it not produce everything we love?

does it not produce everything we hate?

The desire to change the mind of society is within. When will society as a whole realize that the way to love anything is to know that it might be lost; that it is better to have lived and lost than to have lived at all; and that if you love something, you must let it go and if it comes back to you, its yours?

The present society...when will it wise up? Wise up for:

The Mind of Society

The Good of Everythig

For The Sake of Humanity

For...

2008-11-11T19:25:00.000-08:00

For the Sake of Humanity

For the starving children...

For the aching parents...

For the confused bachelor...

For every freind...

For the abandoned...

For the oppressed...

For the sad...

For the depressed...

For the lost...

For the hurt...

For the empty...

For justice unserved...

For all the flawed thougt...

For all evils accepted...

For every misunderstanding...

For every wrong...

For every right...

For everything and everyone we must come together for the Solution. We must come together because of the problem. We must come together because life is the most precious thing we have and fools take this away from us. We must come together and light has to be shone on ourselves so that we aren't the destructive ones. We must advocate,

for good...

because humanity is all we got and tell me one good reason why we shouldn't improve this gift of humanity itself...

Together we're invincible and life is all we have.

For each other...

For life...

For the Sake of Humanity

Food for the Stomach

2008-10-27T22:06:00.000-07:00

Stomach for the Food

Why does that body itch?

Despite why it's caused,

does it not itch to be scratched?

Now then, can we say that Humanity is the body

and no matter the cause,

can we say that the itch be Humanity's Cry of pain and misery

while the scratch, Humanity's Salvation?

We surely can...

So then, where does that leave us?

Are you then Humanity's Cry?

or are you Humanity's Salvation?

Of course your career calls you one,

but never forget that in smaller ways

you've done both, Cry and Save.

Furthermore, why do we Cry for a Salvation?

Can't we solve our own?

This is why Humanity is so unhealthy.

It's pleasure in the Cry.

We need more for the Salvation...

We need the true Salvation...

We need the truth...

For the Sake of Humanity

We don't need the Cry...
But a problem will always exist as long as Humanity does.

The goal is to simply diminish.

Conflict will even exist in Rest.

Gold Promise Elaborate

2008-10-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

Some live to serve others.

Some live to serve themselves.

Some live to serve their God.

Some live to serve their family.

And some live, to serve a mixture.

Some live to change the world.

Some live for happiness, some liberty, some life.

Some pleasure, some order.

Some of everything would be nice, throw a cherry on top.

Some live to be on top.

Some live on the bottom.

A lot live in the middle, if not everyone, and yet everyone lives...

because of opportunity.

But my opportunity is different from your opportunity, my happiness,

my liberty, my life, my servantood is different than yours

even though, in essence the same.

I reach for something not usually reached for, a path rarely taken,

but am I not still reaching with the same reaching that you reach with?

I think not.

Humanity needs a savior.

That's why Jesus is Christ.

That's why Adolf Hitler became Fuhrer.

[I am not though in anyway praising Hitler, I'm just saying that he came to office because of Germany's hopelessness. I've come to clear this thought of yours even though it disrupts the whole thing...and I guess I'm disrupting it even more though now...so with a further continuation...]

That's why Martin Luther King was assassinated.

That's why John Locke appended thought.

That's why more must step up.

Not for glory, not for rank, not for themselves...

but...

For the Sake of Humanity.

But I ain't done...

Humanity needs a savior...

...because corrupt aristocracy still exists...

...because terrorism, and mass harm exists...

...because people starve while others overeat...

...because the sins of priests...

because of suicde, homicide, violence, abuse, war, corruption, loneliness,

competition when it is least needed, outcasts, faliure, slavery, tyranny, global warming,

because of all our mistakes...

and because of all our fallicies...

humanity needs a savior,

the brain needs a thought,

humanity is the brain,

and the Thought is revolutionary...

It takes a Revolution of the Mind

It takes the Gold Promise...

For the Sake of Humanity

Rest and Soul

2008-10-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

So Rest as refered to in The Curse, Gold Promise, and pleasure...

Is the Rest I aim for.

The Rest we should all aim for.

Not a distant heaven, not some distant intagible promise,

a peace, not within our minds and souls,

but a peace distributed throughout the world.
A peace that rules the lives of humanity,

a peace that dictates the foolish and the wise.

This peaceful goal, achievable, destroys wicked intentions,

cares for the needy, and covers into all the cracks in humanity.

This Rest is not pointless, it's one of the most important things in life.

This Rest affects the mind and not circumstance.

Life is all about the mind. Without the mind, life is pointless.

Life is about soul. Without Soul, why should the mind exist?

I wouldn't want it to exist without Soul.

Soul connects us to our emotions,

Soul connects us to eternity.

Soul is one of the most pleasureful things in this world.

Soul is the good ethos of our mind.

It goes along with Rest.

When I find Rest, we'll all find Soul.

And God will look upon huminty and truly be happy.

I'll uncover Soul, with the Gold Promise and my curse,

along with those who help me...

For the Sake of Humanity

The Curse, Gold Promise, and pleaure...

2008-10-19T13:34:00.000-07:00

Pleasure and it's fleeting emotions entice us...

we fall into it more than a million times in our life.

So deep a hold and so many a people held...

yet, we are so blind of its effects-not tangible and...

we are so arrogant to always reject pain.
Some have found pleaasure better to experience near the end of their lives, but only because in the end, pleasure fails us.

But who knows the heart experiencing it's end?

Maybe their plan never worked anyways.

As for me, my steps are different. My success isn't your success.

My pleasure, is above yours. The Gold Promise ensures it.

I won't work for play...won't play to work...

but I will work for Rest...

and that is my curse.

This Rest is my goal accomplished,

the Gold Promise's end.

My curse is my magnetism to Rest,

along with the Gold Promise.

Even if I wanted to, I couldn't turn from it,

but even though I can't, I still humbly accept it...